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she's giving u her recents (but in a time is an illusion kinda way)...

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The Godfather (1972) - loved! 💙( 1 , 2 )  ^ inspired new halloween idea (in addition to the a) sexy detective, b) candice swanepoel from the 2012 VS fashion show, the circus segment, c) gooseberry intimates teddy > black cat etc (would need panties under tho bc it is see-thru 😳): the weeping woman/the virgin mary (catholocism, rosaries, the mantilla veil, old mexican or italian catholicism aesthetic.. )  bouncy blowouts, as always lashes + brows done for the first time in a while  set active set, tna socks scrunched + lululemon yoga jacket  as always, learning from past observations and going a bit out of my comfort zone for continued growth (re: social anxiety)  feeling significantly anxious with heavy breathing at times?  same vein, too attached to the past, especially when i close my eyes, stay in my head (make your head a nice place, feng shui it and all..)  realizing how green tea actually calms me down, compared to the gaba and l-theanine i ...

she's creating clothing collages likes it's 2014 polyvore era

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 Soft Summer Outfit Idea No. 1 + blowout curls + silver anklet Other options:       Necklaces: One , two , three (but the cross??)      Nail colours:  Cirque Marsala Jelly  (probably better actually)  xxx Catherine  Additional: 

she's so wise and sexy! (Lessons I (re-)Learned this Week)

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A very vague but possibly helpful post...  1. The urges that you experience are not only indicative of your desires but also the desire of the collective - a notion discovered through ayandastood's youtube channel . It was so powerful bc she herself spoke about her own doubts and insecurities when it came to being seen, but that she knew she had a message that others want and need to hear--resonated so much for me, bc for her, I was one of the ppl that needed and wanted her work! (to keep yourself small and not seen is not only a disservice to yourself wrt your self-actualization, but a disservice to others bc you are withholding the insight, art, creativity, beauty, joy, lessons that only you can provide!) 2. When it comes to vibe-matching frequencies, don't settle for ppl and vibes that you don't actually mesh with, in this "realistic" way that ppl can push onto you. Don't settle for ppl and environments and vibes that don't actually match your true self...